Kayleigh

2010-01-15T21:01:00.006+08:00

MOVED. Officially.

CLICK HERE for sing-that-rainbow! :)

Tumblr is pretty much awesome :) For those who haven't relinked me, RELINK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE KKKKKKK :)

2010-01-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm leaving this place, to somewhere else out there :)

Ask me for my link if you want to! Or tag me so i'll tag you back with my new link :)

Goodbye!

2010-01-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

I have just thought of the perfect solution to my dilemma :D
Andddd. It's going to workkkkk, definitely!!!

Thankyou all those who talked to me tonight, felt so good to catch up with everyone :)

Now i shall be a good girl and go to bed cos it's way past my bedtime. HAHAHA i sound like a 6 year old kid.

Life's good :)

Night!

2010-01-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CLARRRRRR! NC16 movies way to go! :D AWAIT OUR PRESENTTT KAY! :)

And,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY I LOVE YOU MUCHIEZ TTM TO THE POWER OF INFINITY AND BEYONDDDD, i miss you loads and i really hope you will come back soon so we can go out and spend time together so i can be a happy girl :)
Love my parents sososo much can't believe i've got such awesome parents and although i don't say this to them but i appreciate every single thing they've done for me. I promise i will repay them 10000000 times better when i grow up!!! :')

Hmm, so school's been good these few days, i'm surrounded by wonderful classmates and ccamates who make my life colourful like a rainbowww :)
Busy schedule packed ahead! It also means less time to slack and have fun but i'm going to live life the way it is now! :) Cos life's going to bring me up, up, and awayyyy :)

WARNING: Do not highlight unless you want to read something that's all emo and sad.

I guess what they say is right. You can't hold on to something which doesn't belong to you. I guess if the other party wants to leave, no matter how hard you try, it's never going to work out, is it?
Maybe life's like this. People walk out of your life when the time is up. No matter how much happy memories you share together with them, no matter how badly you want everything to remain the same, if fate isn't on your side, i guess there's nothing else you can do anymore.
I've tried. I've really tried my best all this while. But things are just different now, because we're both going to busy with our own life.
We're two completely different people. We lead two completely different lives. From now on, you're going to have your own classmates, while i have mine. You're going to go for cca with your friends, and i'll go with mine. You're going to go out with the people of your type, while i go out with mine. Maybe it's time i accept the fact that things aren't going to be the same anymore.
I guess you're sick and tired of all this shit that i've been doing to you all along. Cos to you, no matter what i do, how hard i try, you don't even care anymore.
Like you said, it's too late, it's all too late. I can't make time turn back, neither can i do anything else to make things go the way i want them to.

Because i've really tried my best. And if my best is not good enough for you, then just find someone else who can treat you better.
I'm not saying that i've given up on my own will. It's not me, it really isn't. It's just that i'm forced to give up everything.

我不是不要拥有，我是不配拥有。

Alright, i'm behind schedule already, grr.
Updatezzz soon k! Promise!
Ttfn! :)

2010-01-11T19:08:00.007+08:00

Spot check during assembly today.
Mrs ong said my fringe was a little too long.
Sudden temptation to cut my hair.

Shouldn't have cut it shouldn't have cut it shouldn't have cut it argggggh :(
Now i've got an ugly fringe. Argggggh.
HOW AM I GOING TO FACE EVERYONE TOMORROW? :(

Anddd, there's mep tomorrow omg. 4 hours straight. Keeeel me plz :(

[Edit]
Btw i am not emo over school HAHAHA. School's been real gooood, truth be told! :)
Still can't get it off my mind though. Sucks to be me when i come to think of it :(
Hate my guilty conscience omg :(
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2010-01-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

Cca orientation'10 was awesome ttm! :)

We all made the sec 1s laugh with lion sleeps tonight hahaha the tenors were super cute! Plus with basses' cool beatboxing yo :)
The introduction of choir also tickled all of us alot hahaha, with the kallang waves for satb and all :D plusplusplus chikhim's "as you can see, vienna is a very BEAUTIFUL place" and "these are photos of prague TAKEN FROM GOOGLE" and "we were all BURIED IN SAND" hahahaha!!!!! Laughed till my mouth felt numb yunno!
And the mehmeh game and the stick game were so entertaining hahaha sometimes looking @ people's expressions while playing the game alone can make me laugh like crazy!!

And there was this break in between when there were no classes so we all started blasting music from the speaker and some people started dancing and jumping around hahahaha. Nobody nobody was the most popular dance LOLLLL!

Auditions for year1s on mon tues wed fri or smth. Still not confirmed cos it keeps changing rawr. Hopefully manymany sec 1s will put choir as one of their choices!! :)

Alright, off to sleep soon. Need to wake up early tmrw morning!

Goodnight world! :)

2010-01-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hello world :)

Lessons were not too bad today. Our new la teacher is awesome, maths ain't that bad either :)
Going to sleep soon, goodnight! Tomorrow's going to be a great day + vb w choir people! :)

Tataaaa.

2010-01-05T20:47:00.004+08:00

Today was good, although activities were boring but alot of catching up w fockers was awesome :)
Watching haipaitianxin now! I hope they get together like really soon and the dajie is freaking annoying!!!
Hmph.

Cca orientation tmrw, hope to see cute sec1s joining dhschoir! And i'd looove to see the potential choir members during auditions! Hohoho :)

Ttfn world!

2010-01-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

First day of school! It was awesome seeing all the fockers and dhschoir people all again cos i miss them so muchiez during the hols!
When i saw all the fockers we were all like screaming and hugging hahaha then jiaqi went around going like, "do you want to give me a hug?" to everyone hahaha. And that loser says i suck but she loves me :D

Orientation wasn't very well-planned, but fockers made it fun cos we're all high people hahaha so yay.
The soccer game with the see-through-a-hole goggles was the most epic hahaha can't believe we scored a goal!!! When i was sitting down at the side i was laughing at how funny everyone in the game looked but i think when it was my turn i embarrassed myself even more -.- Oh whatever hahaha at least we all had fun!
Mrs ong is our form teacher, thankfully. Scared the hell out of me yesterday when i heard some random teacher was gonna be our new form, in the end it was the 2009 list LOL o_o
And she followed our group throughout the whole orientation journey today! Lunch was awesome cos we got to talk to her about quite a number of stuffs and she's so enthu in the activities! Hahahaha.

So today was pretty much fine except that i keep thinking about ______, especially when i got home argh. So irritating wished it didn't happen grrr now i'm feeling so stupid and guilty and blah. Like i _________. Okay nevermind, argh.
I'm going to repay them i swear i swear i swear. Hate to use this word but i'm going to do or die. Sososososo super guilty to the extreme for _________ cos it was all my fault. Going to hate myself from now onwards. Argh.

Going to do something productive from now onwards. Enough of the reflecting cos it just makes me more mad at myself. What was i thinking that time i bet i lost my brains argh stupid me stupid me stupid me ffffffff.

School actually keeps me away from all the worries. Surprisingly. Cos when i'm alone i start thinking about every single thing that ever crossed my mind so it's like, no good.

2010 will be a better year :) I know it'll be, cos it started off on a good note :)

Off to do something productive and feel useful for once!!! Baibai 8)

2010-01-03T22:37:00.004+08:00

If you are reading this right now, i think you should go and sleep right away. Hahahaha.
Or else you won't have like, at least 7 - 8 hours of sleep for tmrw!!!

Can't believe school is starting so soon argh. Haven't finished my holiday homework (although i stated "today, i am going to finish my holiday homework" in one of my previous posts OOPS) and i'm not in a mood to complete them either rawr.
Hmm. Shall go and sleep soon. Like maybe now.

Goodnight world!

2010-01-01T17:21:00.005+08:00

DAY 1: On the plane

DAY 2: Camwhored -> feed seagulls w prawn crackers -> kimchi school -> ginseng chicken soup for lunch -> jeju -> jeju folklore & natural museum -> sashimi for dinner! -> yongduam rock -> hotel (blindmice HAHAHA)

DAY 3: Abalone porridge for breakfast -> teddy bear museum -> horseriding -> go-kart thingy -> atv ride! -> some hai3 nv3 museum -> mountain place -> mysterious road (dalang ftw!) -> dinner -> hotel (crazy camwhoring!)

DAY 4: From jeju to seoul -> everland! -> dinner -> hotel

DAY 5: Breakfast -> Ski resort -> skiing -> lunch -> waterpark & spa! -> bathed -> dinner -> fireworks -> sleigh!!! (L x infinity) -> hot chocolate -> hotel -> AWESOME NIGHT

DAY 6: Woke up late, no morning call, woke up to reception person knocking frantically on our door -> breakfast -> supposedly grandola but was canceled due to strong wind blahblah -> sleigh!!! -> lunch -> 3 hours bus ride (bladder omg) -> lotte world -> walkerhill hotel was awesome -> gossip section -> slept @ 3am :)

DAY 7: Breakfast -> ginseng place -> thefaceshop -> missed the boat ride -> lunch -> went back for boat ride -> myeongdong street (L) -> crazy shopping + crazy shoes -> got lost -> called juliy and found our way w the help of the etude house saleswoman :) -> dinner -> more shopping @ sinchion -> hotel -> midnight shopping @ dongdaemun! -> hotel

DAY 8: Breakfast -> long bus ride -> dongchongcao place (?) -> amethyst place -> lunch -> korea tu2 chan3 -> long bus ride -> airport -> took photos w juliy (L) -> got pissed w pesky family cos they lost their video cam & all tht crap so juliy had to go help them claim their insurance thingy so she couldn't take more photos w us sobsobbbbs -> plane ride home!

So, that was korea summed up in 51 photos :) Truly awesome trip with the best people you can get, and i mean it :)
Thankfully this post has not much words, if not you'll probably just die reading them right hahaha.
Andddd you guys better take note of all the little details of the photos k cos i spent like an hour just uploading them!!! Hahahahaha.

Not much photos for msia cos it was mostly sunway lagoon (can't possibly take photos when we're swimming and all tht right) and shopping woohoo.
Alright, msia photos up next! Don't be surprised if they're only a few k HAHAHA.

2010-01-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

Today, i am going to finish my holiday homework.

2010-01-01T14:14:00.010+08:00

It's officially 2010, woohoo.

2009 wasn't a smooth ride for me at all, there were emotional ups and downs almost all the time. But at the end of the day i guess we all learnt our lessons and know not to make the same mistakes in the new year, a new chapter of the book :)

I'd like to thank every single person who had been there for me through this rollercoaster ride.
Dhschoir, altos, year 3s, comm, fockers, gemma, sarahc, those from 6m who managed to keep in touch after all this while, those who went korea w me and made it an awesome trip (L), and you. Especially.

You taught me alot this year. Like really, alot. Thank you for putting up with so much of my nonsense and all tht crap throughout this entire year. Thank you for letting me go a month back, and teaching me the hard way of life. Thank you for giving me that one week, and a few more days to experience what it's like to walk in other people's shoes. Thank you for accepting me back into your life after i've been through so much shit while you were gone.

The month of december was the hardest month to get through, ever. I've realised how hard it is to survive with no one by my side. I've realised how hard it had been for you all this while. I've learnt how to make my own choices, take initiatives, admit my mistakes, and everything else i didn't have the courage to do so before.

I've also realised that you can't hold on to something too tight, or let it go when you're not careful. It's like a helium balloon: If you hold on to it too tight, the balloon will burst. If you accidentally let it go, it will fly away. But if you hold on to it just right, it'll stay in your hands as long as you want it to.

Come to think of it, there were so many ups and downs. June was the best month of my life though, because -censored- ... :) Everything was so perfect, with all the right things at the right time. Unforgettable moments of my life, i swear.

The overseas trips during december was memorable too, korea, msia, crazy shopping, crazy camwhoring, everything :) I truly had fun although i was freezing my ass off half the time (but the awesome hot chocolate made up for it!), and it gave me a chance to make up for my mistakes, although there were so many that i'd probably never be able to make up for at all.

I admit that i've drifted from many of the closest people last year, but i've made new awesome friends too. Maybe that's what life is like. You don't have all the time in the world for each and every friend, and this is when you have to make choices. Choices like who to spend time with, who to go out with, whose worth keeping, and yadayada. But at the end of the day, i'll just like to thank every single one of you who had been in a chapter of my life, and i hope the coming year will be even better than before :)

But since 2009 is over, and with the arrival of 2010, i guess i'll just face the past with a smile, and move on :)

Okay, enough of the reminiscing. This is so wordy i applaud you if you've read every single word up till here, hahaha. The next post will be full of photos to make up for the delay in korea and msia pics, alright :) And much less words, promise!

Today's the start of a new year. And this year, i'll definitely not make the same mistakes again. I'm going to keep to my new year resolution, i'm really going to :)
And like what i told you in the sms, i'm not going to give up.

Because this year, i'm going to earn back everything i've lost.

:)

2009-12-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 (IN ADVANCE) WORLDDDDD :)

Couldn't make it for sectionals in the end today, grr must bring my souvenirs when school reopen mustmust! Cannot drag anymore rawr.

My eyes are bloodshot, how?! :( Hopefully everything will recover by tmrw so that 2010 marks the start of a new, improved and healthy me!! HAHAHA.
Going to laze around and do nothing now while waiting for the noob to reply me.

Goodbye world!

2009-12-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

Going to upload korea photos soooooon!

I don't know how many times i've said this i bet you guys don't believe me already lah hahahaha but if it's not for my nose and spinning head they'd probably be up here eons ago. Grrr hate falling sick at this time. I'm probably going to spend my last day of 2009 being bedridden -.-
And i'm such a belated rudolph cos my nose is so red now arghhh :(

Nonono, not going to let it happen. Shall go and sleep now and hopefully make it for sectionalzzz tmrw :) I miss everyone so muchiez and i've still got souvenirs for you guys!!!

Facebook is currently very entertaining cos there's this bbq food photo taken during choir chalet which was uploaded by THE GREAT ME is gaining almost 300 comments!
I won the 200th comment hehehe :)

Okay, going to sleep. Right now. Before my temperature increases even more tomorrow.

Bye world!

2009-12-30T15:59:00.005+08:00

OH. MY. GOD.

I heard the most shocking news of all time!!! I totally gagged at the sms when i saw it omgomgomgomg ahhhhhhhh.
And no, i won't tell, cos no one will believe me.

But at least now i know, hmm.

Seems like i wasn't wrong ;)

2009-12-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA totally roflmao when i saw it!

2009-12-29T19:23:00.001+08:00

And it hasn't changed.

2009-12-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

School starts next week.

Korea photos soon. Not today.

Will take a break from everything now.

Bye.

2009-12-28T04:27:00.006+08:00

Look, it's 4.28am now!

Just came back from msia and goshhhh the shopping was awesome :) :) :)

Everything was madness, like real madness. Squeezed through 9 levels of crowds and bought like 20++ pieces of clothings within half a day!! Felt so good afterwards HAHAHA.

My wardrobe is now revamped! Hip hip, hoorayyyy.

Am going to pack my stuffs for choir tmrw + bring stuffs for the choir + present for xmas exchange!! :)

Koreaaaaa post next, take a look at sabbie tay's blog for a really long and wordy version of it! HAHAHAHA.

Mass spam photos of korea + msia + christmas and ev'rything real soon kayyyy :)

Here's just one more photo to feast your eyes before the main course comes!!! Hehehehe.

Alright, it's really late now, going to sleep k bye!

Note to self: Less than 3 hours to sleep before cca tmrw!!! :(

2009-12-24T18:59:00.003+08:00

Things i did today:

1. Sleep

2. Answered a phone call.

3. Sleep.

4. Replied smses.

5. Sleep.

6. Wake up.

7. Walked around the house aimlessly.

8. Facebook.

9. (Forgot to check my fishes.)

10. Ate seaweed.

11. Ate more seaweed.

12. Stuffed myself with seaweed.

13. Fell in love with seaweed.

14. Packed half of my luggage for malaysia.

15. Walked around the house even more aimlessly.

16. Finally got down to packing the other half of my luggage.

17. Ate seaweed again.

18. Attempted to call miotv technician.

19. Bathed.

I am now checking my fishes before i get changed and leave the house for msia :)

Oops no photos from korea yet! Will upload them together w msia when i return! :)

Don't worryyyy, it's only a few dayyyssss :)

Need to start rushing a little now.. Hmm.

Tata world! :)

2009-12-24T02:39:00.008+08:00

I'm still not asleep hahaha am i jetlag or what o_o when korea's only 1 hour ahead of spore hahahaha.
And even if i'm jetlag i would be sleeping early instead of sleeping late righttt, since korea's time is earlier than spore. Hahaha. Oh man why am i even saying all this o_o

Will be going off to msia tmrw evening (technically, it's today), so if i feel like it or if i have the time to upload the korea photos i will :D if not you guys will just have to wait till after the weekends for my return so i can upload both korea & msia pics altogether :D

Alright, am feeling a little tired already, goodnight world! :)

[Edit 4.05am]
Hi again world :) I'm not asleep yet oops! Someone should get me sleeping pills for christmas so i will be able to fall asleep as and when i like it rawr.
Nevermind, i've got no plans for tmrw so i shall just sleep and pack my stuffs and call miotv to fix the stupid set top box again and all that crap, hahaha.
Goodnight world!
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2009-12-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

WILL UPLOAD THE REST OF THE PICS SOOON :D

Come to think of it, korea was AWESOME TTM!

2009-12-23T14:51:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM KOREA!

Photos & updates real soon! :)

By the way, will be going off to msia tmrw night till the weekends so there'll be a lack of posts again within those days oops.

Ps: I love you.

2009-12-15T20:05:00.002+08:00

Off to the airport in 5 mins! :)

Korea here i comeeeeeeee woohoooooo.

Don't miss me! :)

Will spam photos when i come backkkkkkkk :)

2009-12-15T13:28:00.002+08:00

1. Korea trip is not postponed :)))))))))) Stupid travel agency almost couldn't book tickets! You know why? Cos they tried to book them 1 day before the flight o_o

2. Haven't really packed yet. Hahahaha. Oopssss. And the mio tv technician is going to come in half an hour to fix my set top box. Yayyyyy gossip girls finally!!!

3. I have no idea when mummy is going to come home cos i need to ask her where's all my scarf + longjohns!!!

4. Might not be able to swim @ korea !#$%^&*(!!!!!! :(

5. SHIZZZZ NEED TO CHARGE CAMMY NAWWWWWWZ!

6. Kbye will update again tonight!

Ps: I hope lady luck's on my side this time :)

2009-12-15T03:07:00.006+08:00

I get physically injured very often nowadays O_O

My wound @ my knee felt itchy just now so i attempted to scratch it and accidentally poked the wound really hard and i didn't cut my nails so it kind of scratched against the scalp and now it's torn open again :(

Attempted to cut my toenails just now too and i don't know what on earth happened but the nail cutter accidentally sliced open a wound and now it's affecting my nerves O_O Both wounds are on my right leg so my nerves feel as if they no longer exist, there's like this electrifying pain every once in a while.

When i stood up and looked at my legs i realise i have 4 open wounds, 2 which are freshly bleeding and the other two have been scratched off this morning/afternoon.

Hahahaha stupid me.

...

Stupid me. Sigh.

[Edit 3.32am]
Have been telling myself to sleep for the past 2-3 hours. But i just keep on reading and i miss those times so badly, i really do. If only things could rewind, i'll correct every mistake i've made so we'd be perfect.
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2009-12-15T02:35:00.001+08:00

Look @ the time oops.

Remember?

If i ever hurt you, i will hate myself life f***

And then what happened? ...

2009-12-14T23:56:00.004+08:00

I suddenly realised that you actually read everything that i post up here.

Cos just now you told me to go and do my theory. And i didn't realise at first but after a while i figured that the only place that i complained about my theory was in here.

...

I'm actually glad you read this little space of mine. And i really hope you continue reading this space next time..

Anyway, for now, i would like to tell you, i love you.

2009-12-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

I love playing Who Said These?, do you?

1.

... Cos life without you = lifeless

You gave me so much care and concern, and what can i give? NOTHING.

WHAT ELSE CAN I DO FOR YOU? I think you can find much better friends than me, I have no right to stand a place in your life, i really dont.

How long ago were these? Figure it yourself. Cos even if you've forgotten everything, i haven't. They're all still inside, here -pulls hands close to heart-

"Let nature take its course."

This time, i will.

2009-12-14T20:21:00.006+08:00

1. Choir today was alright, except tht we didn't get to use choir room!!! -rolls eyes at ______- HAHAHA. Nevermind, hopefully ms low will be nicer hehe.

2.

It's hard trying to hide everything when it hurts so much deep inside.
It's like.. A knife through the core of an apple: You can always hide the other side of the sliced off apple when it's just a small part, as long as it's not seen by the person from his/her point of view. But when a knife slices through the center of the apple core (or even before that), you can no longer hide it because no two apples are exactly the same and so no other half of an apple will be able to replace the half that is already sliced off, and in whichever point of view that a person looks at it, it will still be seen no matter what.

3. Will be happier when i come back from korea and msia (hopefully).

4. Have alot of other things on my mind right now. And i can't tell anyone about it. Not that i don't want to, it's because i can't. I really can't. It's like how jacob black doesn't want to tell bella swan that he's a werewolf. Because he had no other choice.

5. Oh, and:
Korea is POSTPONED. For one day. Stupid travel agency.

6. And ___________'s been occupying alot of my time. But i like it this way. And NO hahahahaha the blank is not a person HAHAHAHAHA. Not fishville either! Shhhh.

7. Piano tomorrow. Will do theory tonight.

8. ______________________.

9. Goodbye!

2009-12-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

Let's play a game of Who Said These?

When you land into a triangle, one party have to leave and you never know if it is you.

No prizes for getting it right though!

Very tired and energy's all drained since the past few days but i can't fall asleep. Hate the feeling of wanting to sleep so much but your body tells you otherwise.

What's wrong (w me)?

2009-12-12T20:05:00.007+08:00

Been reading through my blogposts from last year. I think i miss those times :(

SENTOSA TODAYYYY.
Am quite lazy to post up the pics, maybe next timehehe.
Underwater world wheee.
Turtle and i fed stingrays! We're both very afraid of the uhm, cow something ray. It looks like a flat shark eek i don't like, ahhh oh no i can't believe i don't like something of my own specie lols.
Hmm i remember seeing jellyfish dory (there wasn't nemo!) seahorse shark stingray dugong and all kinds of other weird looking fishes.
I don't like unglam shots. ): unfair lah turtle yours all so nice.
Then uhm walked arnd and stuffs, someone identified a peacock as an ostrich horh.
We wanted to go dolphin lagoon also but it closes at like 5.30pm and when we bought our tickets it was alr 5.10 so we decided to go back to sentosa tmr cos the ticket
lasts 2 days lmao!

(I remember we never went there on the second day cos you fell sick. And that was the night you ________________________ and you didn't tell me cos you were too ps to do so!!! Hahaha. Although you told me in the end, like nongnong later.)

Hmm. I miss times like THIS and THIS too. And.. alot more :)
I miss who i used to be. I feel so.. Different compared to last year.
Actually i doubt i miss who i used to be.
Actually i think i just need the bad stuffs to go away real soon because life's been living hell these few days :(

Anddd, i miss furball :(

I'm sure there is no bunny out there who does the binky to his owner just to show off that he can jump, i'm sure there is not bunny out there who holds his own pee/ poo when he's let out of the cage because he knows that it's gonna be hard for me to clean up after him, i'm sure there is no bunny out there who lets you hug him for soooo long that he just snuggles in between your arms and lay there, i'm sure there is no bunny out there who licks your hand before biting the snack that your fingers are holding because he's afraid he'll bite your finger by accident.
I'm sure there is no bunny like mine.
:'(

Going to start on my holiday homework nawwwwww. Yes, finally. Hahahaha. I plan to bring chengnanjiushi to korea to read when i'm bored, although i hope i will never get to read it, cos it'll mean that korea won't be the least bit boring heeheeee.

Whooo, nongnong post today. I'm back to being faithful to my blog again :DDD

OMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGG ARGGGGGGGH I FORGOT TO FEED MY FISHES ON FACEBOOOOOOOOOOK :( DON'T DAI PLS FISHY FISHY :(

Anyway, ttfn!
Come back to me soon, (baby)
[Edit 8.50pm]
My fishes have grown into adults so they don't need me to feed them so often anymore! So yay they didn't daiiiiiiii :)
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2009-12-12T18:53:00.001+08:00

Seems like she's very important in your life right now.

I guess i'll back off then, since you're happy like this.

Take care.

2009-12-12T13:08:00.001+08:00

They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world:
someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.

2009-12-11T22:25:00.003+08:00

Don't ask if i'm okay or not. If i am i wouldn't be locking myself up in my room for one whole afternoon/evening and bawling my eyes out. If i am i wouldn't be skipping all 3 meals a day. If i am i wouldn't even be complaining right now.

I guess 6 hours of crying isn't going to make things better.

My eyes look like they've got 10kg of eyebags hanging from each eye, it's horrible. Disgusting, argh.
I don't think i can even pull both eyelids open to wear contacts tomorrow. Argh whatever.

Goodbye.

2009-12-11T13:00:00.003+08:00

So this is how it feels like when your heart breaks into two. Or many small pieces.
Why is it that up till now, the tears still keep falling?
I still love you. And i hope you will remember this.

2009-12-11T12:10:00.003+08:00

I have a thing for country songs now hahaha, they're awesome :)

2009-12-11T10:12:00.003+08:00

Great.

So i was (finally) about to talk to you until i saw _____________.

Maybe i should just forget it, since ____________, no matter how ______________.

I used to think _____________, but i guess things screwed up.

2009-12-11T02:06:00.006+08:00

Life is so boring and so is bloghopping nowadays hahaha no one's actually updating much sobsobbbbz :(

At least i still update! Although they're like in little paragraphs but at least there're wordsssssss righttttttt :) :) :)
Supposed to go out with cass clar claire serene rachel pearl tmrw but dental just ruined it all, nevermind you girls have fun k! And update me on it!!! :)

Anyway fishville on facebook is quite addictive HAHAHA oops, i think it's more interesting than like farmville cos you just be a farmer in there and plant seeds and that's all, not like you can fertilise them halfway if not they will die lorh, and those plants can't even move so all you can do is wait for them to grow -.-
Haiz why do plants have such boring lives?! :(
I will never want to be one in my next life :(
And fishes are so cute you can grow eggs of different breeds and watch them turn into adult fishes! Btw my previous batch of fishes were uglyyyyy ttm they grow into big ugly dark green ones and they have red eyelids so when they blink something red comes out. Hahahahaha. Funny funny.

I'm going to make my tank into a pretty house for my fishes! :) Andddd maybe i can name every single one of them HAHAHAHA and starve some of the fishes if i don't feel like being nice to them :)

Hmmm..

Nonono, that's too mean :( I shall be a caring owner and make sure they grow into big and strong fishes and make mummy prouddddd!

Alright, it's 2am and i'm going to buy new fishes/ decorate my tank and i'm off to bedddd!

WILL. UPLOAD. CHOIR. CHALET. PHOTOS. SOON.

[Edit 2.15am]
Omg my new batch of baby fishes are so cute!!!!!!! Hen ke ai!!!!!!! :)
Shall feed them right nawz :)
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2009-12-09T16:06:00.003+08:00

Didn't manage to get shaker fries yesterday sobsobbbbz :(

Going to meet noob @ dhoby ghaut later so we can go get shaker friesssss! :) :) :)

Happy girl here yayyyyyyyyyy.

Note to self: Finish up theory & upload chalet pics on facebook & check on my fishes in fishville!!!

2009-12-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow morning, once i wake up.........................

I will make mummy drive me to macs so i can buy seaweed shaker fries to last me for the whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Argh cannot stand it :(

Ps: Blame it on the facebook group "I <3 SHAKERFRIES!" :(

2009-12-04T13:54:00.000+08:00

I WANNA EAT SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES :(

Now!

2009-12-02T21:38:00.003+08:00

Choir chalet was da bombxzxzsz :)

Awesome games, awesome food, awesome people, woohoo.
Some of us who stayed overnight actually tongxiao-ed mahjong throughout the first night!
The chalet was like a gambling den hahaha, everyone were playing mahjong taiti bridge poker cheat stress blahblahblah.
And I OWN EVERYONE IN STRESS WOOHOO (except shiuwen & nicholas sobsobbbb)

Didn't take much photos aft the bbq cos we were busy playing and stuffs hahaha.
Videos during the bbq will be uploaded soon! They are seriously vvvv funny ttm k!
And we managed to start a fire without a lighter/ matchstick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEAT THAT HAHAHA.
Slept at 6am in the morning for the first night, and woke up at 10++, ate macs for breakfast and then went back to sleep until 12++ hahaha imma pigggg oink oink.

Second day was just more gambling dens + homemade (awesome) spaghetti for lunch + cycling in the late afternoon/ evening (in which i felt like a complete fool rawr -___-)
The trees at changi beach are really pretty y'know, they kind of distracted me from my cycling and i fell cos i was looking up at the pretty leaves :(
Blood was flowing out like crazy but i managed to cycle to the nearest toilet to wash my wounds in the end.
Managed to cycle back on my own after resting for awhile and the bicycle rental person helped me apply some medication to clean my wound :)
I was kind of surprised i actually fell down while riding a bike -___- And funny at the same time cos it's been so long since i last fell and injured myself. Hahaha.
More gambling @ night aft we went back to the chalet + pizza for dinner, and everyone kind of couldn't keep themselves awake @ 2++ so everyone went to sleep except wilson yunqi darius + me.
Played a few more rounds of mahjong and washed up and we were discussing whether to go to bed or not, then suddenly clement came out and said he has gastric and needs to eat biscuit HAHAHA.
Then he started scaring us with all the 'what if's which really kind of scared us and in the end we decided to stop mahjong and go to sleep.

"Eh so we lock the doors first ah."
"Yeah then someone off the lights"
"Ok then we all run into our rooms with our sleeping bags ah"
"Ok deal."
"Eh wait-"
!#$%^&*BOOMCRASHBANG#$%^&*(
-Silence-
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" -dashes into the guys room without locking the doors and switching off the lights-

:(

Yunqi and i didn't know what to do cos we ended up in the guys room then they were all irritated that the four of us suddenly screamed and all but it was really very scary ok :(
In the end we were offered sleeping bags and wilson and darius let us sleep at their places then i don't know what happened to them aft tht oops. I think they managed to squeeze somewhere to sleep also lah. Hahahah.
Fell asleep like 2 minutes after i managed to get a sleeping bag cos i think i was quite tired from all the screaming and freaking out and all hahaha.

Was one of the last few to wake up the next morning but i still managed to pack up in time and stuffs before the check out time :D
Then everyone starting talking about what happened the night before. Hahahha.

Went to tm for lunch aft checking out, then randomly decided to watch a movie out of the blue, hahaha. Decided on a christmas carol in the end. It wasn't too bad, just that the beginning/ middle was a little too long winded so i fell asleep oops. But the behind was a little scary with all the pop ups but the ending was gooooood :) Cute little old man, hahaha!

Played cards @ the open space of tm and cheat was never ending. Hahaha. Left halfway and went to city hall with a big ugly unpacked bag + sleeping bag.

Oh gosh that was longggg. It's been a long time since i listed out all the stuffs that happened one by one. Hahaha.

Off to sleep soon! Hopefully my wound won't get infected and turn into a piece of rotten meat o_o
Going to sleep like an oink oink tonight woohoo shiok ttm to sleep in my own room! ^-^
Ttfn!

Ps: I hate messages which make me laugh when i re-read them and after laughing i end up crying.
Pps: I've finally deleted everything of you. And hopefully from my memories soon too. Goodbye.

2009-11-23T20:56:00.001+08:00

2009-11-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

Baby baby baby! ^-^

2009-11-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

"Forever" doesn't exist in my dictionary.

It's bullshit.

2009-11-17T14:56:00.003+08:00

pretty much describes my life right now.

Bye.

If things were going to end up like this, why did you even meet me?

(I could have been better without you.)

2009-11-17T00:45:00.004+08:00

Oh crap i just realised i've been neglecting my blog :(

Ah nevermind, updatezzz soon, promise!

Got hooked onto this song the moment i heard it play. It's awesome, really.

Two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When it's all said and done
Two is better than one

Two is better than one, ♥

2009-11-14T21:11:00.004+08:00

Kbox w the altozzz ytd @ suntec!

There were a few crazy moments like when we chose up to 30 songs which was alrdy the max and still couldn't get enough hahahaha and when we jumped on the sofa like crazy maniacs esp when lady gaga's songs were playing (or maybe it's just me but wtv hehehehe) ^-^
(I also picked every single song which reminded me of you because it's been a long time since i heard them, and because i couldn't stop thinking about you.)

Left @ 6++ which means we sang for most than 4 hours straight. I didn't even care if i went out of tune cos i'm pretty sure i did, but i wanted to just sing my lungs out and forget about everything else. I failed, though.

Reminder to self: Bring. Cam. Out. Next. Time.
I can't believe i forget to bring my baby out all the time i'm so sorry i'll remember to do so next time alright :(

Everyone's gone and i feel as if i don't have much entertainment for myself argh, at least not till tmrw evening. I'm missing my darling alot and come back soon pls!!! :)

Alright, off to do something more productive and think of what else i can do tmrw :)

Peeeektures soon! Ttfn :)

2009-11-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

Stupid owner attempted my cloze passage!

So i love and i hate but i guess love because rachael's too awesome.
I feel so but i guess maybe not.
I'm rachael's and i think she rocks.
But don't ever, ever forget, that she's mine.
Even when i die, commit suicide, no matter whatever crap.
Because i love her, and believe it or not, she's forever mine, no matter what the shit happens.
I try to control but it's hard.
I know but i guess trying doesnt kill, and i should try, just like for a while.

Maybe one day i'm going to try and succeed.
Even if she grows old, i still love her. Because she named me kitty.

Maybe one day, but not too long.

It fits with the blanks but my stupid owner failed terribly. HAHAHA AND IT'S REALLY HILARIOUS TTM!

Loooozah!

Ruff ruff -pant pant pant-

2009-11-13T19:46:00.005+08:00

I've got ten thousand things on my mind right now but i don't know how to spill everything out. And i don't think i should even be doing so anyway.

So i _____________ and i ____________ but i guess ___________ because ____________.
I ___________ but i guess __________.
I'm ______________ and i think ______________.
But don't ever, ever forget, __________.
Even when i __________, ______________ no matter ______________.
Because ____________, and believe it or not, ____________, no matter _____________.
I try to ____________ but _____________.
I _____________ but i guess _____________, and i should ___________, just like _____________.

Maybe one day i'm going to _______________ and _________________.
Even if ___________, i _______________. Because _______________.

Maybe _____________, but _______________.

Oh my gosh, stop it kayleigh xu ruowei. Stop. It.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learnin' to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that'd remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings
But that's the path I've been living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

♥

2009-11-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

My life is in a mess right now.

Argh.

Fmylife.

Ps: I don't need you to send me those photos anymore. You can keep them, or delete them if you like. Cos i think i'm going to delete mine soon. All of them.

2009-11-11T15:23:00.004+08:00

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Here's what i've been doing for the past few days hahahaha. Even choir has the maple craze now ^-^
Aeri thinks my character is chio! I think so too!!! (and blonde maple characters look like maple coins. HAHAHA.)
I'm going to decorate my maple character and make it turn into chiobu i promise!!!

Haven't been going out and getting a life yet so far. Choir on 135 days but they're not too bad i guess! Note to self: Revise scores.

Anddd i promise this blog won't be dead anymore. I'm sorry for neglecting this little space for so long :(

Wait for more updates reallll soon! Tata!

2009-11-10T11:38:00.002+08:00

THE MILK TOOF is an awesome website cos it has really cute visuals!!! ^-^

(Hover over the words in red woohoo.)

2009-11-09T17:16:00.002+08:00

Just found this photo in my folders which i took reallyyyy long ago cos i was so amazed the baby inside was actually me. Hahahaha.

Ps:

(Life is beautiful.)

2009-11-09T15:41:00.006+08:00

Class chalet picssss are finally up!
Loads more uploaded on facebook so go tag yourselves k fockers! ^-^

More photos coming up k :)

Ttfn!

Ps: I know my blogskin's really screwed, don't worry i'll get it fixed soon!

2009-11-08T23:51:00.004+08:00

Oops it's 11.51pm now and i just logged out of maple. It's really addictive and i leveled really fast today :D I'm 41 now yayayyay!!!
Anyway shall go sleep now cos i accidentally played too long hehehe and there's choir tmrw so i don't wanna start dozing off when ms tham's there right, right!
Goodnight! ^-^

Ps: My maple character is chio to the maxxxxx right now woohoooooo, serious! :D I'm a happy maple character!

2009-11-08T20:38:00.003+08:00

Am feeling better right now and i love all my friends around me, esp those who talked to me for real long throughout the night, love y'all much! :)

Will update you guys with much more tonight.
I'm quite engrossed in maple nowadays hehehe come join me in delph! ^-^

Okay off to maple! (Which results in the excessive lack of peekchures here oops)

2009-11-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

Things change so quickly there's not even time for you to stop and think anymore.

So after today, everything's gone. Down down down the drain. You happy now?
Ok so you want to know what's wrong. And you want to know if i'm okay. The problem is, i'm not. I'm not okay at all. I feel so fucking restricted right now because of all the things happening around me, and because some people are sensitive to issues like this, unlike you. And also partly because IT'S NOT FUCKING TRUE, DAMN IT.
How would you like it if you were in my shoes? Or rather, in hers?

I can't believe you've changed so much. I can't believe you're no longer the person i used to know.
How would you like it if the whole world backstabs you and you have no one to be by your side anymore?
You will never understand how it's like to be me right now.
And i feel like shutting down from the whole damn world, thanks to you all.

I feel like just giving up and forgetting everything i used to have cos it hurts so much right now i don't even know if anyone can fix it anymore.
So you think you actually gained anything from all those which you've said?
So you think you're not in the wrong at all?

Don't ask if i'm okay or not. Because i'm not. Obviously.

And, by the way, FUCK YOU AND GO TO HELL.

2009-11-07T00:55:00.003+08:00

Argh. I hate myself for causing you so much trouble. Argh. Hate myself.

I feel so damn guilty right now i think i can cry.

And i still want to tell all the judgemental people to fuck off.

2009-11-06T19:44:00.006+08:00

I just heard something i could have never ever imagined my own friends saying.

I can't believe this is happening. I can't believe you said those.

You know not everyone loves gossips as much as you do. And not everyone is indeed the way you think they are.
Why, is it so fun to spread rumours about opinions?
Why is it so fun to tell others __________ when it's not true?
Get your facts right before you open your mouth to speak, please.

And what's wrong with being so close to a friend? What's wrong, seriously?

Don't tell me you've never had any friends who stuck with you through thick and thin.
Don't tell me you've never had any friends who go home with you after school on days when there's no cca or wtv.
Don't tell me you've never had any friends who go out shopping with you during weekends.
Don't tell me you've never had any friends who go out and mug with you when the exams are nearing.
Don't tell me you've never had friends.

I doubt you know what i'm talking about because those things probably happened more than half a year ago and now those rumours are out of control already.
I'm not only angry, i'm disappointed. Thoroughly disappointed.
And i kind of hope you read this, because i want you to know how it fucking hurts to be stuck in this kind of situation.
I want you to stand in others' shoes and walk in them, because you never experience incidents like this, and because it will never happen to you as well.
Please don't assume, because it hurts so damn fucking much you know.
What will happen if i lose a friend just because of a fucking gossip?

Please think of how others will feel before you say something like this.
How would you feel, if you're the one whose standing in my place now?

I know things are too late to change. And likewise, you've hurt me and i will never forget it.
Sure, i can forgive, but no i won't forget. No i won't.
I expect an apology. I expect something to be done to stop this. Because i heard the gossips are spreading fast.
Don't just run and hide because it's not gonna help.

Because you will never know how it's like to be me right now.

Fuck judgemental people.

By the way, if anyone wants to know what happened, call and ask me. Unless you're the guilty one.

2009-11-03T21:56:00.006+08:00

Ok so i'm still not gonna post up the pics. Don't feel like posting them anymore.

I think my life is going out of control and i don't wish to talk about anything here. I want to take a break from all this shit so yep, no updates until i feel like it.

People change. Things change. Environments change. Everything changes.
I wish things are still how they used to be, i wish i could go back to a year ago, or at least a few months ago. I wish i didn't have to grow up so fast, i wish i didn't have to face the harsh reality right now.
Life's full of shit, especially when you least expect it.

I need you beside me right now, although i know it's impossible but wtv, i really hate it when you're not around :(

And, i wish things are going to change for the better. I really want them to :(

Off to bed now. It's 10.03pm and i have no mood to do anything.

Bye.

Ps: Hello there you, please don't let anything like this happen anymore, cos today was pure torture and the minutes seemed to pass by so slowly when i don't feel you :( I'm sorry, i really am :( And.. I love you. Very much, i swear.

2009-11-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hehehe.

It's 12.49am right now and i think it's because of the excessive amount of sleep yesterday but i can't seem to go to bed at all. So i decided to change my blogskin after like forever :) I think it's not veryvery pretty but at least i'll just use this one for now :D
Gonna upload photos now if i'm still not sleepy!
^-^

Tata!

2009-10-30T23:30:00.008+08:00

My life feels like shit right now. Argh.

I was thinking of all the things that have been happening around me, when i realised that i lead quite a depressing life right nw. Ha. Ha. Ha. Wtv.
Haven't watched time traveler's wife & my sister's keeper, haven't spammed all the dramas i planned on doing so, haven't gone out with the right people, haven't played till i go wild, haven't even done alot of things that i've been wanting to.
Argh.

And every single night i go to bed feeling regretful for one thing that happened in the day, or night, or whenever you call it.
Most of the nights before i go to bed, i simply try to convince myself that tomorrow will be better. But sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to.

Okay, so maybe school's been not too bad with all the cards and games and bridge ( :DDDDDD) but at the end of the day i still end up thinking about stuffs i shouldn't be doing so.
Too sensitive, yes?
Argh. Don't know what's happening to me.

Maybe i wanna take a break from the world. Maybe i wanna hibernate for a week or two.

Because i can't stand what's happening around me right nw. Can't stand a single shit.

Photos soon.

Ps: You know the good things about pets is that they don't ever judge a person. They forgive and forget every single mistake that you make, every single one. When things go wrong, they sit by your side and their silence is more than enough to get you through all the shit that's happening. And the best damn thing? They shower you with love, with all their heart and body and mind and soul.

Pps: Argh. Suddenly thought of 数学 and thought of something/someone/somebitch. Argh. Like i'm gonna give any shit about wtv you said. Don't believe you'll get kicked out of my class as a teacher? Sure, in less than 1 week's time, i make sure the hod confronts you about your fucking attitude towards my class. Oh don't worry, you will come across many other incidents like this in your future life, just practice ten years series and you will get all the drilling you need :)

Pps: I miss you. I miss how you could make my day whole just by the simple gestures you make. I miss how you would put in a hell lot of effort just to make me happy. I miss how we had endless things to talk about, day and night and night and day. I even miss how i would miss you when you weren't by my side. Please let things go back to the way they used to be, so that i could be close to you again, because i miss you so much i swear.

Ppps: By the way, i'm not going to tll tmrw, not because i don't have the time to, or i have something else more important to attend, but because i'm so ashamed to go back there and tell my teacher about my results. Argh wtv.

2009-10-23T11:10:00.004+08:00

FEELS SO GOOD WITH SO MUCH FREEDOM RIGHT NOW AND NO EOYS TO WORRY OVER :D
I NEED MY RETAIL THERAPY, LIKE RIGHT NOW.

BACK TO AUDITION AND MAPLE AND FACEBOOK AND VIWAWA AND SPENDING TIME WITH MY DARLINGS AND GOING OUT AND SHOPPING WHOOOOOOO :d

ALRIGHT BYE!!!!!

Ps: Class chalet udates real soon! And photos, too :D

2009-10-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

EOYS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freedom, at last.

I'm not feeling very happy over the fact that eoys are over, but more of relieved, cos i don't think my results will be good.
One good example would be mep -____-

Oh well, can't change anything for now.
Shall go for a hair cut soon then off to class chalet yipee :)

Tata!

2009-10-20T19:07:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's the day.

Tomorrow's the day we let our hair down.
Tomorrow's the day we throw our pens and papers in the air.
Tomorrow's the day we forget about all the maths formulas and science concepts.
Tomorrow's the day to another 365 days (or more) to the next eoy.
Tomorrow's the day we can finally take a break.
Tomorrow's the day we can heave a sigh of relief.

Tomorrow's the day.

Can't wait for so many things on the after-eoy schedule, can't wait for class chalet, can't wait to catch up with so many people, can't wait to watch my sister's keeper (i don't care i'm gonna watch it even if i have to watch it myself so there), can't wait for.. many other things.

(I'm getting back my mep paper tmrw. Hahaha. Hahahahahaha.)

Oh well.

A maths revision has been going on quite fine for now. I think.

Am going to sleep very early today. I think too.

Alright, goodbye. All the best to those out there who're just as excited and impatient as me!

2009-10-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

I should just wallow in self pity and cry to death right now, shouldn't i.

Eoys screwed me upside down. Can't describe how horrendous macbeth essay was, how i interpreted the first question of history sbq wrongly (and also not completing the last one), how i lost so many marks for chem & bio, and all tht shit.
...
And.
Maths was one hell of a screwed paper. Can't believe i was crying while attempting the stupid 2-hour paper and then hiding myself from the world after the paper so people won't see me in such a sorry state.

Zero motivation to mug for the remaining papers already.
Shall not mug because i'm most probably just gonna screw them up again anyway.

So much for doing well for term 3. Cos everything comes back down to nothing again.

I swear with my life that even if the principal changes next year, i'm going to make sure i don't get the same maths teacher ever again.

Alright, goodbye.

Lost and found:
Item: Motivation
Last seen: Before maths 1 paper
If found, please return to kayleigh xu ruowei. Your kindness will be
greatly appreciated.

2009-10-09T22:07:00.005+08:00

Oh no, why am i here again.

Gaaah.

This is gonna be the last post before eoys end ok i promise!!! x_x

I just checked my dhsmail and i'm actually really touched to see everyone sharing their notes with the class and the teachers sending us well wishes, esp mrs ong cos she actually wrote 亲爱 as 情爱!!!!! I guess some fockers haven't even realised yet or smth. Hahahaa.
Hahahaha extremely funny and cute omg :)

Alright, off to send my macbeth notes to the class and then i shall continue with mugginggggg!

And by the way, to all of you guys out there:

加油 for EOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know we're going to pull through real soon and our efforts will all pay off alright :D

Shall not fill my mind with the after eoys things-to-do, cos they're gonna distract me heh.

Back to workkk! 8D

2 more days, all the best darling. I know you'll make it through cos you're gonna stay strong, right? :)

2009-10-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

I kind of bloghopped a little just now.

I don't know if i miss how i used to be.
Cos i really miss it, but yet the people i have around me tells me otherwise.
I'm happy with my life right now, really.
And i guess we should let go of the past and move on, cos things will never come back anyway.
And surprisingly, i'm okay with it.
But yet, i miss everyone whom i used to be so close with :(
What happened?
... Guess everything's gone, gone, gone.

Besides, my life has changed so drastically i can't believe i used to be like that last time. And i'm actually like this now.

Gaah.
3 more weeks and everything'll be over.
I want the eoys to pass faster faster faster and i want the holidays to comeeeee so i can enjoy every minute every second as much as i did last year. Or maybe, even more.
Because there's gonna be korea :) Anddddd alot more along the way :)

I'm grateful for the people around me now, and i'm going to hold on tight, because i don't want to suffer anymore losses like i did.
Especially since i don't want to lose you, ever.

Time to hug Mickey and go to bed :)

Ps: My bed is filled with your love, cos all the things on my bed came from you. Yes, every single one of them :)

2009-10-01T22:10:00.010+08:00

I know i'm not supposed to be here but i want myself to remember this forever and ever.

I loved the way you told me, "Put down your pen, close your eyes, enjoy baby." And then there was 3 minutes of silence, with just a simple song connected between us.
Then, when it ended, you go like "Hello?" with the voice i yearn to hear the most.
I swear i've never felt like this before, because you made me cry so much.
And those were tears of joy, tears of how deeply touched i was.

Your love, i swear it's priceless.
I'll never exchange it for anything else in this world, baby.

2009-09-23T19:19:00.001+08:00

I swear i've never loved anyone as much as i love you.
And everything will keep this way :)

2009-09-21T21:55:00.005+08:00

______,

Sure, so you scold me for every single wrong note i play and every single thing i can't get right.
You scold me for going online to find someone to borrow a musical stand from.
You scold me for going online to find someone to be my page turner.
You scold me for wasting my time when i'm not practicing when all i wanted to do was take a break and study my scores carefully so that i will not make the same mistake again.
You simply go, "what do you think of it" when i let you hear me play once through the whole piece.

You can't tell when i'm trying harder and harder every single time.
You can't tell how much i want to make you feel proud of me.
You can't tell how much effort i put in for every note that is produced.
You can't tell how badly i want this.
You can't tell how badly i want to do well.

So now i end up in tears and blame myself for not getting this and that and this and that right.

So you know what.

I'm not going to care about it anymore.
I'm not going to blame myself anymore.
I'm not going to care if i screw up my voice tomorrow anymore.

And then there's bio test tmrw and since i've got no mood to study right now i shall not. And even if i fail my test this time and all my previous efforts go down the drain, i'm not going to blame myself anymore.

Because you make me end up this way.

Ps: I'm sorry i can't sing right now. I'm sorry.

2009-09-20T20:46:00.005+08:00

Grrrr 3 weeks to eoys and i feel nothing at all x_x
Motivation where are youuuuu.
Maybe i'll find you somewhere, sometime soon.
:'(

I'm sitting at my study table now with a bio notes and a laptop and well, yeah you know what happens next.
Mep practical on tuesday and i'm so counting on it to do well for mep - fingers and diaphragm please don't let me down :x

Nevermind, jiayou all those who are mugging their guts out right now! ^-^

2009-09-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

Life is beautiful
We love until we die

When you run into my arms,
We steal a perfect moment.
Let the monsters see you smile,
Let them see you smiling.

Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated.
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated,
we barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
This is ours just for a moment.
There's a lot that we can give.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
This is ours just for a moment.
There's a lot that we can give.

Life is beautiful.

2009-09-11T13:31:00.003+08:00

Call me slow or what but:

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

SOMEONE GO WATCH WITH ME PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS IF NOT I'M GOING TO CRY RIGHT NOW :'(

Ps: Mep suckssssss and so do you. What kind of reply is it when i ask you something and you go, "What do you think?"
Pps: If i'm not motivated to continue mugging for mep anymore, it's your fault >:(
Ppps: MEP EOY IS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-09T20:03:00.004+08:00

Blogger is throwing a tantrum right now it refuses to upload photos :(

Funny thing i suddenly remembered:

S: Eh you want chicken wing or drumstick?
K: Huh i anything leh.
S: I also anything.
K: Okay lorh i want drumstick.
S: :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
K: o________o

Oh nevermind only the noob understands.
Okay shall post up the funny convo when blogger stops making a nuisance of itself.
Baibai!

(Note: Gostudygostudygostudygostudygostudygostudy)

2009-09-08T23:47:00.004+08:00

Today i lived.

(Click on the above because it's simply so heartwarming.)
And now, i've learnt how to treasure. Treasure you.

2009-09-08T21:45:00.007+08:00

Oh no blogger is (not so) miraculously screwed today :'(

Anyway it's the holidays so i'm happy!!!! :)
Not that i'm gonna have any fun but.. oh wtv hahaha.
The past few days were quite alright i guess, although i slacked throughout like 3/4 of the time but i will start on work soon i promiseeee !

Chem supp yesterday for 3F/3G, and it wasn't that bad :D We were a little noisier than usual and mrs ong was less strict with us and she didn't rush the lesson like she always does hehehe i like!

Some funny incidents within the past few days:

Mrs ong: Okay class, i will show you an experiment on the exothermic reaction -takes out wooden plank and a beaker-
(After some time..)
Mrs ong: Oh no i think the experiment didn't work -turns wooden plank over to try on the other side-
(After some time..)
Mrs ong: Look, the beaker and is stuck to the plank already! This is an example of an exothermic reaction.
Me: Eh how come the wooden plank change colour?!?!
Everyone: ....... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA -starts passing the joke around-
Me: ... :(

Mrs ong: You know there's this song that goes like, exothermic gives out heat, exothermic makes bonbon! (bonds bond!) -starts singing-
Everyone: O_O!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

She actually sang omg hahahahaha.

-

(10.15am..)
Me: Omg i need to pee.
Aeri & clar: Aiyah just raise up your hand and ask her!
Me: Nvm lah i wait awhile should be can.
(10.40am..)
Me: Yay lesson is ending in 10 mins i can finally go pee!
Mrs ong: Okay class i'm only left with 45 mins so i have to rush you guys abit, sorry for that.
Everyone: O_O?!?!??!?!!!!! ):
(11am..)
Me: Shit i can't stand it i'm going to pee like RIGHT NOW :(
Aeri & clar: RAISE UP YOUR HAND AND ASK HER LA!!
Me: Nvm nvm i think she going to ask her do ws soon then i ask her.
(11.05am)
Me: Omggg my bladder :'(
Aeri & clar: RUO!!!!!!!!!! -ANGRY-
(11.15am)
Mrs ong: Okay class i will give you a few minutes to complete this question now.
Me: YESSSSSSSSS -runs down the stairs and out of lt3-
Mrs ong: Those with high tide you can go to the toilet now.
(11.20am after peeing)
Me: Ahhhh that was heavenly :) :) :)
Sarah: O_________O

-

The rest of the day was spent with choir, outing + dinner :)
Sat with a few seniors + elaine during dinner and kasey was super duper funny, esp her laughter!
Zhiting szewing and charmaine like prawns, we all love beef!
I think my table ordered like 30 plates of beef, it was really funny hahaha.

-

(A bug flew onto a spoon, elaine picks the spoon up)
Everyone: OMG BUG OMG EW!!!!!!!!!
Elaine: Oops -drops the spoon, bug flew someone else- Omg i think it dropped into the steamboat!
Me: Omg really, is it still inside?!! -starts scooping up soup with the spoon in hope of finding the bug-
Everyone: ?!??!?!?!

Me: Aiyoh later i see the bug floating in the soup how :(

Actually i don't think the bug ever dropped into the soup since i never managed to find it in the end anyway, hahaha.

-

Elaine: You know sometimes eating insects is good for health?
Everyone: EWWWWWWWWW :(

Someone: I think after we finish this plate of beef we won't be able to talk cos we will all go like, 'Mooo!'

-

I smelt of beef and steamboat after i reached home :(

Didn't really take any photos cos i completely forgot about my cam until halfway through dinner. Only took like a picture of the beefy people and some other random ones, hehe oops.

-

ARGH AN ANT JUST BIT ME OUCH IT'S DAMN PAIN OK GTG BYE.

2009-09-04T22:36:00.004+08:00

Slept only 3 hours yesterday night and felt like a zombie for the whole of today :(
(Not like i did my essay properly anyway ._. )
I finished it this morning at 7.15am! And i managed to reach school on time 8D

Okayyy.
It's 10.58pm and i can't take it anymore okay baibai i'm going to sleep right now x_x

<3 y'allllll!

(Edit)
OMG I'M HAPPY AND HIGH RIGHT NOW COS I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN PEACE FROM TONIGHT ONWARDS COS MY MEP ESSAY WON'T COME AND HAUNT ME ANYMORE :D
Maybe ms lin will cos i'll probably do quite badly for it o_o
Hehehe. Oh whatever.
Tataaaaa.
(/Edit)

2009-09-04T05:12:00.003+08:00

It's 5.12am and i'm completely stuck with my essay. I feel as if i've written every single piece of information down already but uhm apparently i haven't :( and i don't know what else to write already oh nooo.

Less than 2 hours of sleep throughout the night is seriously going to kill me.
I wonder how am i going to survive the last day of school.

:'(

But oh well, at least it's gonna be the hols already yay. I know it won't be a holiday-holiday kind of holiday next week but at least i can finally take a break from school yippeee :)

Okay back to work :'(

2009-09-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

Okayyy so i haven't updated for realllllll long :/

These few days pretty much passed by so fast it's like one second you're here and the next second you're somewhere else. Hectic (study) schedules but never stuck to them either. But oh well 8)
I can't believe i'm already back home.
Feels weird now not to have you by my side all the time :(

Life's gonna get better, i'm sure it will :)
Cos i'm feeling really happy right now, nop, not the high and jumpy kind of happy but just plain happy. Okay i don't know how to describe it.
1 year ago, i guess it was when my life kind of made a real big hula hoop turn, i guess it was when life became real different. And everything will be the same this year, because i'm already beginning to feel it. It's exactly the same feeling i felt last year. It's exactly the same thoughts that runs through my mind right now. I swear it's the best feeling i've felt in ages :)

2 more days of school and everything'll be over :)
Term 3 has been somewhat good, and bad. But as long as i keep it all up i'm sure things will get better :)
As for now, i'm waiting for mummy's royal arrival at 12 midnight while i (sort of attempt to) study maths and bio :) And not to mention, mep too.
Oh which reminds me. It's due 2 days from now and i haven't started. Guess i'll have to squeeze 10 weeks of workload all into 1 day tomorrow :'(

I feel so light now. Although school's been a bitch but at least i'm surviving.

Okay, off to work. Barely started since 2 hours ago but i'm going to really start on 'em now!

8)

2009-08-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yay i'm a happy (but sleepy) girl today! 8D

Mep essay's extended and i'm really really happy woohooo.
I will learn my lesson and start on it real soon cos i'm a good girl!
(When i feel like it, okay. HAHAHA.)

And i can't wait till tmrw really can't wait i think life's getting better and better 8)

Note to self: Check that i've packed everything and not forget those important things cos i don't wanna come all the way home to get it tmrw :(

Ps: L is for love :) (And i love you dear.)

2009-08-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

Argh my life is being such a bitch right now everything suckssssss to the core arghhhhhh.
Hate everything that's happening to me right now feel like dying so badly and nothing's making me feel better argh.
Yunno if someone asks me to cry right now i'd do it so willingly.
And i really want to scream and punch and slap someone right now.

Life is being so mean to me :(

Okay nevermind.

Can't wait till thursday :) :) :)

2009-08-22T22:50:00.007+08:00

SOS!
TO ALL YEAR3 SAP MEPers WHO HAPPEN TO SEE THIS:

PLEASE CHECK YOUR DHSMAIL AND SIGN THE PETITION TO EXTEND ESSAY DEADLINE!
I know everyone of us out there can't finish it anyway, no?

Thankyouuu bellyvellymuch!

2009-08-16T20:44:00.003+08:00

Now's the time to tell yourself, slow down girl.
Cos the world's full of love and you missed all of 'em.

2009-08-15T13:46:00.006+08:00

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
♥

2009-08-13T21:04:00.004+08:00

Currently: A very happy girl woohooo 8)

Thankyouuuu all those who wished me happy birthday on phone, sms, tagb, in school, everywhereeee teehee :) I feel so loved this year! :)
I love every single bit of my birthday this year, really. Except for the part when i had chinese and history test x_x But both tests were not bad so i guess i'm okay with it :)
It felt really heartwarming to see smses from 2g, esp my girls :) Haven't seen you guys for so long and i miss you guys so much! :(
And i was quite surprised when some people smsed me cos i never expected them to :D but teehee today was filled with luv luv luvvvv :D
Hehehe anyway i love y'all lah everyone single one of you out there who wished meeee :D

ANDDDDDDDDDD I'VE GOT PICSPAM OF LADY GAGAAAAAAA CONCERTTTTTTTT!
I know you guys wanna see them real badly :D
The concert was so damn awesome i can't stop thinking of it right now 8D
I've got the songs stuck in my head and they don't seem to go away hehehe.

Took me really long to upload + resize everything in photobucket, so you guys should thank me for them! :D

SAY HI TO LADY GAGA:

Whooo awesome to the maxxxxxxx (L)
Definitely worth the 100$, i guess :)
I know all of you out there are jealous right now hehehe!!
Spammed 300++ peeeektures and if i'm in the mood i'll upload lotsss more tmrw or smth kay 8)

Okay, i hope they're enough to satisfy your eyes for now.
I'm feeling really happy today oh glorious meeeeeee HAHAHAHAHA.
Thankyou everyone for making my day awesome like this :D

Okay, ttfn! (L)

2009-08-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

Lady gaga's concert was awesome to the maxxxxxxxxxx!

For those who missed it, you guys were just pure unlucky D:
Anywayyyy.
She totally threw the audience off and her vocals are simply amazing :D
Spammed peeeekchures just now so i'll post them all up real soon yeah :D
Tmrw kay, promise :D I'll post everytheeeng about her concert tmrw :D
Note to self: The funny bottle incident!

I'm a really happy girl right now and it's 45 minutes to turning a year older!
Although there's like history test and everything i know i'll screw it up cos i remember i had some test during my birthday last year too and i screwed it up. Heh whatever.

Okay off to study history ._.
Seeee yall tmrw! (L)

2009-08-06T19:23:00.003+08:00

Ohmyyyy i feel so light and happy right now woohoooo :) :) :)
Chem + maths are finally over yayyyyyyyyyyyy!

My eyebags have officially turned permanent argh so irritating :(

Anyway i'm really quite happy today cos i can finally get rid of all the trigo formula and titration precipitation soluble base carbonate metal oxide blaaaaah. Feel so good right now ahhh 8D

So there's chinese next week and history seq. And the best thing i saw in my dhsmail was:

Dear History pupils,

According to schedule, there is an essay test in Week 7

3F,G & H: Thursday 13 Aug 2009
3L/M: Friday 14 August 2009

Please study 2 Topics:
Russian Civil War &
Chinese Civil War Focus on the causes of war and reasons for success

These 2 topics will definitely be tested.
This means you cannot just study one topic.

Thank you.
Mrs Tan

HELLOOOOOO MRS TAN IT'S LIKE MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY YOOHOOOOO :'(

Hallelujah i'm so happy right now like a free and easy blue birddddd o_o

I think i burnt my brain this afternoon while mugging my guts out in school today.
Cass had a fever after maths paper just now. GWS kay hope it wasn't because of the chem & maths! :/
After chem paper everyone was like turning frantic cos there was still a maths paper afterwards and i felt as if i was about to explode :(
Jiaqi was so quiet throughout the entire chem and maths cos apparently she was quite tramautised.

Schedule today:
ACE seq
LA (had the shock of my life when we got back compre and essay)
Lunch (was spent reciting chem thingomama)
Chem test
Maths test
AMC (spent $10 feeling demoralised)

Hahaha wtv. Glad everything's over though 8)

Feeling so relaxed right now. Going to slack throughout the night today and tmrw's gonna be funnn cos there's no lessons/school + istana yaaay.
Am so glad we're supposed to meet at 7am tmrw cos no one will see me in the pink gown. I've grown so much fatter feel like such a balllllll :'(

Off to facebook and see ass aiiiiiii miami yayyy :D
Tata!

Ps: EXACTLY ONE MORE WEEK WOOHOOOO :) :) :) 13! 13! 13! 13! 13!
Pps: Thank you for the stickers i think it gave me loaddds of good luck today (L)

2009-08-02T21:48:00.005+08:00

Cramps hurt so much they ruined my entire day :(
And because i was so desperate to get rid of the pain i used a hairdryer to blow my stomach -___- don't laugh okayyyyy. It worked HAHAHA. But felt quite funny after that hahahaha.
Bio is finally over and i'm so relieved :) :) :)
There's chem maths and ace this coming week, all on the same day and maths and chem are one after another argh x_x 3F all the best!

On a lighter note, AUGUST IS FINALLY HERE YIPEEEEEEEE :) :) :)
Which meansssss thattttttttt,
(insert bday here) is cominggggggg yayyyyyyy :D
Happy happy happy happy happyyyyyy wheeee.
August is gonna be a happy month! 8D (with the exception of tests and assignments rawr)

Hahaha which reminds me i had a common test on the day of my bday last year and i screwed it up. Hahaha.

I've been lying in bed for half a day since this morning and i wonder how am i ever going to finish studying chem and maths x_x
Okay, shall not touch the comp after i'm done with checking the mail.
I've got a strong force of magnetic attraction towards the keyboard i guess :(
HAHAHAHA.

Tataaaa dearies!

By the way i realise many people read my blog but they never tagggg :(
Hello?
I'm sad, boohoo.
Hahahahaha.
My life's so perfect, with you by my side. Cos you're all i need and i mean it.
(12!)

2009-07-30T17:16:00.002+08:00

So disappointed with _________.
Never thought such things would happen. Not at all.
I guess none of you knew what happened. I guess you guys will never know anyway.
But for now, i won't say a word.
Whoever said _________ should take back those words now.
And all those out there who think the same way, too.

(Aw nevermind no one understands any of the above anyway. Ha. Ha.)

Okay, so the good news is that bio test is postponed to tmrw :D
And the bad news is that i'll have to stay up for another night to memorise fats and proteins x_x Thank you so much enzymes and absorption/assimilation, you've been the best topics i've ever studied so far.
Back 2 bio.

2009-07-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hah. Feel like a loser but wtv :D
I think i can't survive without my blog or smth. Quite irritating but true x_x

By the wayyyyyyyy,
I JUST CUT MY HAIR TODAY ARGH IT'S AS SHORT AS BEING BALD -_____-
Good luck all those who see me tomorrow. Don't scream in my face.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Don't wanna go to school tmrw.

But on the other hand, i miss you too much to not go to school.
):

2009-07-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Oopsie. Sorry for the mass spamming of vulgarities in the previous few posts x_x

I'm so much better now. Thank you all those who tried to make me feel better :) I'll send my love out to you guys!
Am sooo much happier right now with all the Love with a capital L in the world :)

Okay nevermind.
Love you. With the sacarsm. Teeheeee.
Hope you die soon. Oops wait i forgot i'm not supposed to waste my saliva my energy my resources my everything for you. Muahaa.

(L)

2009-07-23T22:50:00.008+08:00

Argh. Am awfully pissed right now i think some people will know why.

But anyway.
Nothing much happened today except:
1. I hate you.
2. Screw you.
3. Fck you.
4. I feel like strangling you.
5. -Insert all possible vulgarities here- you.

Arggggh whatever you !$%^&*(

Forget it lah it's not worth wasting my precious time mentioning you in here anyway. Waste my time my energy my resources my brains (not tht i have any) my everything.

Mep concert was awesome felt great to have so many audience all around, yayyyy dhschoir we'll be there in a month's time! :)
Missed the video presentation at the beginning though :( Mep caaaaamp!
By the way, please take note that no i have not fallen in love with mep in face i still hate it all the same now -__- Argh.

I feel so irritated and pissed right now. Like irritated with everyone. And everything. And every atom. Argh shit what on earth is happening to me. My posts have been really horrible i'm so sorry if i made people irritated and pissed the way i am right now don't come here anymore next time okay.

Nevermind. Off to bed. No, self-reflect on all the shit happening these few days first. I'm so thankful to mummy and daddy for being there for me all along and making me feel loved even when the whole world is out of love to pass around.

And i'm sorry. I promise i'll be fine by saturday. I promise.

2009-07-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

Mummy and Daddy,

Although you won't see this, but:

I love you both so much thank you for everything, and i really mean everything ♥

2009-07-22T21:00:00.005+08:00

Argh. Hate myself for being such a pig.

Woke up at 4am this morning to realise i've been calling on my handphone since midnight. And both of us fell asleep so no one switched it off first.
Yeah, so 4 hours of outgoing bills is going to be displayed on my bill next month. I'm going to be skinned alive, i swear.

Shouldn't have fallen asleep yesterday night. Could've used toothpicks to keep my eyes open or something. Argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.
If i didn't sleep nothing of this sort would have happened. Hate myself like shit now. Argh.
Pig. I'm a pig. Oink oinkkkkkkkkk.

Life has been rather unpleasant. Went to school feeling worse than ever and the worst part? I couldn't tell my mum about it.
Screwed up history sbq with 2 out of 4 questions undone yeah best history student right someone please just kill me.
Screwed up the first part of chinese test today too. I'm sure tmrw's other half will be equally bad.
Today i realised i've screwed up every single one of my tests. Hmmm macbeth digestion quiz history sbq chinese ct.

I'M THE SMARTEST ASS IN THE WORLD. SMARTEST.

Shit zzzz i probably deserve to die or something.

Hate myself. I really do. I swear i'm going to stay up throughout the night later.

Mep rehearsal this afternoon. Not too bad but it wasn't what i expected either. You can't make a choir sing when you don't even know the people around you.
Actual concert's tmrw evening. My feet hurt from all the walking and i need to pack my things really soon and i'm going to miss maths and history lessons tmrw yipeeeeeeee.
Reminder to self: Buy mep concert report tix for postcards from spain. Now.

My life officially sucks.
Like seriously, can it be any worse?
Someone help me, please.

Ps: I lost the angel on my phone :(
Pps: Am going to jump.

(Edit 9.37pm)
1. So tired right now i feel like dying.
2. I'm hopeless @ mingyans.
3. Suddenly thought of recess and pc which made me laugh like a mad cow.
4. Thanks guys, you're the awesomest of the awesome. I mean it from the bottom of my heart okay. And this includes you, dear.
5. Back to mingyanssssss.
(/Edit)

2009-07-19T21:02:00.007+08:00

Argh.

Okayyy. So when are the tests again?
I only remember chinese's on tuesday.
Uhm. When's chem and history argh. Shit.

Warning: Not for the faint hearted.

Certain people of a certain gender of a certain race irritated the hell outta me at nlb today.
Left the library with a rate of 10 fuck-thems a minute or something. Argh.
So i accidentally dropped my book on the table. Wah your calculator sooo fucking precious worh can slam here slam there also.
I know you love milk tea lah no money buy tell me lah i give you cannot ah. Fucking low class.
And i know my drawing's very pretty in fact yours is prettier than mine can win competition already yeah like so awesome right since you need money so much i let you win lah fucking dumbass.
Fuck you, seriously. Fuck you. Left right up down center.

Rawr nevermind enuff said hate them like !#$%^&*(!!!!!!! i wish i was taller than them argh sucks to be short (-____-"') but i believe in karma so whatever.

RACIAL HARMONY TMRW HAHAHA I'M BRINGING MY COSTUME AND HOPEFULLY GET MY BELOVED GWEEEEEN DOTSSSSSSSS.

By the way,
Hello my beloved teachers i know you're awesome like that please don't pile anymore hmwk this week so that i can sleep by midnight and be able to pay attention during your lessons on the next day :)
Love love muack muack.

Argh. Still irritated.

(Edit 12.08am - actually supposed to be Monday alrdy)
Say goodbye to sufficient sleep and hello to eyebags!
Hopefully, just this week.
Lady gaga's keeping me alive and kickin' now! 8)
(/Edit)

2009-07-18T21:53:00.007+08:00

Very happy girl today :D :D :D

ICE AGE 3D IS LIKE SOOOO AWESHUMMMMMM HAHAHAHA SORRY FOR BEING SO LAG BUT IT REALLY ISSSSS HAHAHAHA :D
Super duper funny died laughing throughout some of the scenes :D :D :D
And HARRY POTTER was really gooood :D
It was really really long like 2 and a half hours but it seemed quite short when it ended x_x
And the part about dumbledore is really really sad :( -cries-

And by the way -wink wink- tanktop hahahaha.
Nevermind lah i like it still teeheeee.
:D <33333456789 you!

Concert this thurs. Heard that orchestra and strings and the others are not doing very well D:
But yayyy esplanade stage woohoo.

Okay. Hmwk's piling up and my schedules tight next week :(
Buaii buaiiiizzzz off to sleep or smth.